Hi, 

This is the new chapter of my life, where I want to talk about my life publicly. 

My current state of my mind CONFUSED!!!!

I don't know what should I do as since my childhood when someone used to ask me that what would you like to be when you grow up.. guess what I used to say...yes yes everyone else used to have dreams like doctor, engineer, teach, designer and so on but ME, I just wanted to be a MOM (just like my MOM).

For me, my mom had and still have a perfect life. A home maker, a loving and humble husband. Smart, beautiful daughters (youngest is the cutest one.. yes that's me).

This is what I always dreamt about to be and now after 23 years of continuous years of working and pervious to that 18 years of studying... I finally get to LIVE MY DREAM :).

Yes i am now a full time stay home MOM.

But why am i not happy, something is missing. I know it cannot be money or respect.. then WHAT is the question? I cannot describe this feeling, struggling to put it in words and that has never happened before as everyone says that I am a chatter box(cannot stop talking) never short of words.

So, let me ponder more on this and will write again soon. 


Cheers Jyoti 

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